A good friend

Sometimes when i need silent eyes to listen to my pain i miss you.

Sometimes when i need enthusiasm to play with me i miss you.

Sometimes when i need a company to kill my boredom i miss you.

Sometimes when i need a good friend to join me I MISS YOU...!!

3/4 part of the year has been passed since i lost my pet dog .He really did understand what we tell him, he used to think what we want and maximum times he used to comprehend what we were trying to communicate. Served us for more than 5 years and then suddenly ran away one day in a playful mood with a hope that i'll catch him from behind but i lost. Later we searched around far and wide in our vicinity but worthless.Even today if i glimpse at a black lebra running on roadside or collar around the neck with anyone i hastily speed towards them so as to inspect may be this one is mine. My friends suggest me to go and get a new one but will the new one be able to compensate the old one ?

 The term is "Attachment" 

Its tough to replace someone when sentiments are attached  may be that is why we never ponder over it again to tame another pet.'Even if you are a bona fide cat lover,its nearly impossible not to be moved by the brand of qualities unique to dogs'. They can never leave you even i know my dog was too loyal but was taken by some greedy human-animal.  Huh ! you pick them, train them since they were puppies and one day you lose them. It is so called life on earth. forget it !

But yeah ! i inferred a dog can really be a man's best friend :)

1) No matter how much annoyed you are by the day but there is someone whom you'll always find in jolly mood and is capable enough to uplift your mood and make it a cheerful,blissful day.

2) There is a special quality i wanna highlight here... If you love them they are completely adorable but if you tie them in chains the whole day they become aggressive ready to attack anytime. So make it a choice you want a family member plus a guard or a killer watchdog only :P :P

हम--> मै --> हम

 यह एक काल्पनिक काव्य  है , जिसमे एक नारी(can be more considered as married) के  दृष्टिकोण को दर्षाया है |  

मेरी नज़रे तो झुकी हुई थी ,
साँसे कैसे रुकी हुई थी |
बँधन की डोर कमज़ोर  हो रही थी
धीमे धीमे मै तुमसे दूर हो रही  थी,
 रुक जाती,मुझे रोका नहीं ,
 मुड़ जाती, तुमने टोका नहीं |
 फिर भी ये इलज़ाम मुज पर आया ,
दुनिया ने मुझे ही कठोर ठहराया |
 सबकी नज़रे मुजको ही सताती है  ,
तुम्हे तो वो मासूम  ठहराती है |
कुछ बोलू तो सब कहते- जुबान लड़ाती है |
मै खामोशी से बस चलती गई ,
तुम्हारी खामियों को ढकती गई |
मुजपे नाम आता गया ,
और मै चुप चाप सहती गई|
मैने तो  अपना  हर फ़र्ज़ निभाया ,
फिर क्यों न तुम्हे  मेरा साथ भाया ?
आज पास नहीं, तो करते हो मुझे  इतना याद ,
कल साथ थी, तो  हर पल करते थे फ़रियाद |
अब मै दूर निकल चुकी हू ,
ज़िन्दगी में आगे बढ़ चुकी हू |
अब ना पुकारो मुझे , ना लौट के आउंगी ,
अभिमान नहीं पर स्वाभिमान तो  दिखाउंगी |
अगर चाहत हो जिंदा तो तुम भी आगे बढ़ जाओ ,
ज़िन्दगी की राहो में मुझसे  दुबारा  मिल जाओ |
एक कोशिश तो करो , थोडा हौसला तो दिखाओ ,
उम्मीद जगा कर अब दुबारा ना बुझाओ |
हर बुरी याद को अतीत में दफ़न करेंगे ,
मिलकर एक नयी शुरुवात करेंगे|

PS :  यह एक काल्पनिक काव्य  है , जिसमे एक नारी(can be more considered as married) के  दृष्टिकोण को दर्षाया है |  किसी भी व्यक्ति से इसका कोई सम्बन्ध होना महज़ इतेफ़ाक होगा... 

I am with ME

 Whenever i feel like losing fortitude, the inner teacher wakes up all of a sudden.
Ready to stop me from stumble in life.
I don't know how i start talking to myself or say there is an inner voice which continues with the tape "REICHA calm down" and then i realize :
Things happening around are enough to piss me off but truly its hard to stay mad when there is so much beauty in this world. When i get drown in the sea of my thoughts and traverse those old memories, my heart fills up like balloon which is ready to burst anytime and then there is an instant shiver enough to remind me that i am in the crowd where behaving flawlessly is a necessity . I remember that i decided to no longer hold those illogical and unimportant part of my short life.
It happens, you may be the most valiant person existing on earth but there would always be a soft(weak) corner in your heart enough to break you at times. Then sudden sadness captures the heart you cannot flee from.
BUT... I refered the term VALIANT.....

Yeah ! the sadness prevails but not for long. They understand that if one door of happiness is closed the other one will so sure be opened. they look for options. They are the winners who know how to free their heart from clinch of old shadows and i do value such people in my life.

while OTHERS.. :

 

 miss this opportunity. they are so busy in opening the locked door of happiness that they aren't able to look at the door opened just for them. I feel stupid when unknowingly i do the same but the next moment my inner teacher saves me from doing this :P

Do whatever makes you happy because in the end it will be you who will bear the consequences with surely no regrets because it will be entirely your own decision.

Sometimes you need to be your own SUPERHERO ;)

PS :- I observed that whenever i feel upset i start blogging and start with the most " Devdas ", "cheerless " kind of tones but then later end up with a happies happies ending बिलकुल हमारी फिल्मो की तरह जहा अंत में सब कुछ ठीक हो जाता है (exactly like our movies where the end is always joyful).

P.P.S :- wanna thanks Evan Williams and Meg Hourihan who  launched blogger.com. Their creation becomes the reason of smile on my face million times :) :) :)

मन की आवाज

आज अंग्रेजी में लिखने का दिल नहीं किया | सोचा आज अपनी भाषा का प्रयोग करना ही उत्तम रहेगा | जब शब्द कम पड़  जाते है तो  हिंदी में लिखती हू आसानी  होती है अपने  आप को और स्पष्ट  करने में |

                       

आज फिर ये आँखें नम है,
लगता है दिल में छुपा फिर कोई गम है  ||
एक पुराना राग फिर ताज़ा हो गया ,
जैसे मेहँदी का रंग और गहरा हो  गया  ||
 छुटने से भी छूटता नहीं,
 भूले से भी भूलता नहीं ||
 हर साँस को ये आभास है,
की आज दिल क्यों उदास है ||
दुःख के  बादल गहरे  होते है,
 माना खुशियों पर हज़ार पेहरे होते है |
 पर  उम्मीद की लौ आज भी  जलती है,
नए  सपने आज भी बुनती है ||
 मन को उढ़  जाने दो ,
इन पंखो को  फिर हवा लग जाने दो ||
वो  मुस्कान  लौट आएगी ,
जीवन में फिर परिवर्तन लाएगी ||
 फिसलती संभलती,
भागती उलझती,
 फिर उठती

हस्ती गुनगुनाती,

यही ज़िन्दगी के रंग है |
माना की ये एक सामान्य  किस्सा है ,
 पर मेरे जीवन का अहेम  हिस्सा है ||